Good Days and Bad Days

Been struggling lately I think I know why, I am so stressed.

It's hard homeschooling, it's hard not having any time to yourself except for 8:00 at night when I am completely exhausted, I miss having some time to myself...it's selfish and I know it but I need it. So I am trying so hard to figure it all out. I snapped at Michael and I snap at the kids, its not their fault, I seem to be wearing out a lot quicker than normal, so I have to surrender it. Surrender it to God, so I have been and some days I'm taking it back shortly thereafter.

Blessed is the man who perserves under trial, because when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him. James 1:12

I see so much of the blessing through all of the tough stuff though and that is what keeps me going. Day in and day out I see my children all of them becoming these amazing people. Sometimes I get frustrated which is so short sighted of me I let my fleshly side take over but I know God is working on me. Days I have to seek forgiveness from my loved ones and days when I can just pour out my love on them. Good and Bad.